I'm so sorry you guys, I know I haven't been active in FOREVER. I'm so horrible! I probably won't be able to be very active much, with school... drama... boys... life itself.
These past few weeks have been insane for me, I've been taking a ride on the Emotional Rollercoaster, and I really can't seem to be able to get off. As soon as it seems to be over, I'm able to take one deep breath, but then one new thing pops up and it starts all over again.
Right now, it just has mainly has to do with friends.
I've met some of the most amazing people at school, I admit, but... some things don't go as well as planned sometimes! ._.'

In life, when I fall, I've just gotta get right back up and keep moving on...
-sigh-
...But sometimes I just trip and end up in a ditch, and it's really hard to get myself out of it.

Wish me luck with everything.
~wolfofstorm


(Oh, in case you guys were wondering from my last Journal Entry, my brother is okay and he just got the stitches out today.... and that one kid? Well, we worked things out the next day and he apologized and said he was going to try stopping not just being suicidal, but cutting as well. )

So... Guess what happened to me five minutes before school ended? I was checked out.
Why?
Well, I found out that my little brother has a hole in his shin and needs stitches.... So we needed to rush him down to the emergency room. I don't know if he's okay or not(most likely not, lol, I wouldn't be with a hole in my shin), but I hope he can get through this. I'm staying at home babysitting my little sister while my Mom takes my brother to the E.R.... Man... I hope he's alright.... ♥


.....What do you do if your friend tells you he's going to kill himself? And that he may not make it after Friday? And he tells you exactly how he's going to kill himself?
....If I see him tomorrow in the morning, I'm going to the counselor's office and tell her... I don't know what else to do.

AHHH!! School started last Wednesday and I've been super busy and my deviations are just piling up! 602 deviations and I have no time for any of them, I hardly have time to write this journal!! :C
I've met some really neat kids so far, though, so it's been really fun, and one of my new friends actually has a deviantART account- go check her out! =LeenaZenyo is her account. She's really cool and her drawings are super cute!! :3

A'ight, back to school... I don't have anytime for anything else, I'll write more later!

So this is for you guys to fill out and answer in a comment hereeee
Stolen(ish) from


1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When's the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

I just got done watching the movie "Knowing," and I have to say, it is, by far, one of the best movies I have ever seen.
Seriously, you guys should really go rent it. :3
The ending, I admit, was a bit odd, but other than that, it is amazing.
So, I think the top best movies I have seen all year are(in no particular order):
Knowing
Seven Pounds
Coraline
Boogeyman 2
and probably..... Final Destination.... 2? 3? I can't remember which one I saw.

I should probably get to bed now, though, it's nearly 3AM here.

But one last thing,
What are your favourite movies you've seen this year?